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bball was okay except for suicides but eh whatever
ok...i realized everything last night...i hate that it happened all at once but it really made me think about everything...i now know that the reason this started is cuz we were all afraid to tell the person how we felt cuz we thought itd make it worse when it reality not doing that made it worse...i just wanted to say sorry to everyone cuz i dont think i ever knew how it felt truly...and it feels like crap..it feels worse than crap...and i cant believe i would ever do that to anyone...i now know if i have a problem ill tell them straight up...no hiding it or talkin bout it...thats what makes it worse..i wish we were all friends again...then wed all be stronger...it would all be better <3
so yea ive been thinkin bout what if i HAD to pick between my best friends...like i dunno a life or death situation...and i wanna say i have no idea...but really...i know whod id pick...i know whod i rather be friends with if i were put in that situation..and i hate how i can make that situation..i mean i would deff pick that person but im mad that i know i would...ugh i dunno
i dunno...sometimes i just dont want to seem mad/upset cuz i dont want a fight...you had no right talkin bout me or saying any of the crap you did cuz i have NEVER said a bad word about you...even when we were in that one fight...i dunno but when i confronted you you didnt deny it and you told me...i dunno i think thats whats makin me not as mad...just as long as you know next time tell me straight up...thats everyones problem...we are too scared to get in a fight when not talkin to them is gonna make it worse
if you think bout this...this helped us in the long run
and i now know that i really want to be all your friends..i want us all to move past this stupid fight
i know that you are my best friend...this made me realize how much i need you and how much you care through everything...all of our fights are stupid and rarely concern us..i wouldnt even say weve had any fights..i dunno...theres just something about you that makes you so easy to talk to and that makes you so strong...i will always love you
ok...i realized everything last night...i hate that it happened all at once but it really made me think about everything...i now know that the reason this started is cuz we were all afraid to tell the person how we felt cuz we thought itd make it worse when it reality not doing that made it worse...i just wanted to say sorry to everyone cuz i dont think i ever knew how it felt truly...and it feels like crap..it feels worse than crap...and i cant believe i would ever do that to anyone...i now know if i have a problem ill tell them straight up...no hiding it or talkin bout it...thats what makes it worse..i wish we were all friends again...then wed all be stronger...it would all be better <3
so yea ive been thinkin bout what if i HAD to pick between my best friends...like i dunno a life or death situation...and i wanna say i have no idea...but really...i know whod id pick...i know whod i rather be friends with if i were put in that situation..and i hate how i can make that situation..i mean i would deff pick that person but im mad that i know i would...ugh i dunno
i dunno...sometimes i just dont want to seem mad/upset cuz i dont want a fight...you had no right talkin bout me or saying any of the crap you did cuz i have NEVER said a bad word about you...even when we were in that one fight...i dunno but when i confronted you you didnt deny it and you told me...i dunno i think thats whats makin me not as mad...just as long as you know next time tell me straight up...thats everyones problem...we are too scared to get in a fight when not talkin to them is gonna make it worse
if you think bout this...this helped us in the long run
and i now know that i really want to be all your friends..i want us all to move past this stupid fight
i know that you are my best friend...this made me realize how much i need you and how much you care through everything...all of our fights are stupid and rarely concern us..i wouldnt even say weve had any fights..i dunno...theres just something about you that makes you so easy to talk to and that makes you so strong...i will always love you