ugh...
Yeah.. Today = started off as a bad day.. CJ called me around 1:30 in the morning because he was up and felt like talking... no big deal because I was up anyway.. *I wasn't tired* so he called and we were talking for about 10 minutes... then my mom comes in my room and started yelling at me to get off the phone at this hour.. and then to go to bed because I have school tomorrow. how rude. I usually stay up until around 3 in the morning most nights... What is her problem.. She's really out to get me.. all because of my hair?!?! I mean.. I wasn't even loud on the phone because my voice was like.. half gone because I lose it around 1 every night/morning.. So I went to bed like she said.. and I just woke up a half an hour ago.. :x I have class today.. ugh.. I really think that I'm just going to drop next semester's classes and just work for now.. until I really want to go to school.. or at least keep the English class.. and drop the spanish.. but my mom probably won't let me.. I hate spanish.. I really really do.. I'm failing the one I'm in now because I just don't get it.. I need to see if I can work on some extra credit projects or something.. :x I'm starting to hate school again.. I really really am.. :x
I went job hunting last night with Kristen.. We went to blockbuster/country diner/stop n shop in coram and home depot.. I think I allready have the Country Diner one.. That lady seemed very happy I was applying.. lol.. Which will be cool because then I'll have a job! And Today I'm going down to the Riverhead Wal-mart to apply there because CJ wants me to and he said that they need another person for the photo place.. =) So maybe that'll be fun.. Who knows..
Tomorrow is CJ's birthday.. Hurray.. I just want to make it through today though.. or at least.. spanish class I'm dreading it just because I'm failing.. ... That's something that I hate about myself... I always give up when I'm down.. I never try hard enough to just pick myself back up... Maybe I should start doing that today.. don't you think.. get my life in order? Start doing well for once.. Dye my hair light brown so my mom isn't going to be mad at me anymore.. but first... I need money to do that.. haha.. :x
Okay.. so I made a longer entry than usual.. but that's only because I wish I could just write everything I'm thinking/feeling right now.. but I'm sure none of you want to read that crappy stuff.. or do you?
xOx` Jenn
[EDIT] I just dropped spanish for next semester... If my mom has a problem with that.. well that's just too damn bad.. I'll take it in the fall.. ♥
I went job hunting last night with Kristen.. We went to blockbuster/country diner/stop n shop in coram and home depot.. I think I allready have the Country Diner one.. That lady seemed very happy I was applying.. lol.. Which will be cool because then I'll have a job! And Today I'm going down to the Riverhead Wal-mart to apply there because CJ wants me to and he said that they need another person for the photo place.. =) So maybe that'll be fun.. Who knows..
Tomorrow is CJ's birthday.. Hurray.. I just want to make it through today though.. or at least.. spanish class I'm dreading it just because I'm failing.. ... That's something that I hate about myself... I always give up when I'm down.. I never try hard enough to just pick myself back up... Maybe I should start doing that today.. don't you think.. get my life in order? Start doing well for once.. Dye my hair light brown so my mom isn't going to be mad at me anymore.. but first... I need money to do that.. haha.. :x
Okay.. so I made a longer entry than usual.. but that's only because I wish I could just write everything I'm thinking/feeling right now.. but I'm sure none of you want to read that crappy stuff.. or do you?
xOx` Jenn
[EDIT] I just dropped spanish for next semester... If my mom has a problem with that.. well that's just too damn bad.. I'll take it in the fall.. ♥