.·*tell me that you wanna hold me*tell me that you're burning for me*·.

Feb 09, 2005 00:22

i've been sad lately. not on the outside, just in my head, its only in my head. i can hear myself screaming out at how angry i should be. but not at anyone but myself. i fucked up, really bad- and its hard to realize that and acknowledge that i fucked up.

that is that and this is this

besides that, werk is going well :)
annie says i'm doing great at merchandising. she let me do the last 2 floorsets on my own.
i love merchandising. at vanheusen, i was the only authority on merchandising for over a year. i knew my shit and no one questioned me. but hottopic was soooo damned different, i was really mad that i couldn't just do it. but i've been there for 6 months or so and now i feel like i can merchandise the way i could before, and annie trusts me to do it, so i must be doing something right :)

but hey why can't we look the other way?

i've had a cold lately too. i feel like crud :/
and one of my neighbors house caught on fire. i werked with her when i was in highschool at Bakers drive-thru. i guess everyone went out the front door and she went out the back door. her daughter ran back in looking for her and she got stuck and burned to death. i was really sad. i mean i dont really care, but that must really hurt to loose your kid :\

-RUSTY
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