lately the weather has been so bipolar, and consequently so have I.

[x_oddorable]

ughh. I don't even know. I've been feeling pretty shitty lately. not necessarily physically, but emotionally. things just aren't the same as they used to be. certain people aren't here, friends are missing, my family members seem distant, and people just straight up change. I can't take it. feelings aren't how they once were. it's too much for me. why can't we just go back? these stupid sad eyes of mine are starting to become permanent.

I know you feel alone, yeah
and no one else can figure you out.
but don't you ever turn away from
the ones that help you down.
well they love to save you,
don't you know they love to see you smile?
but these colors that you shine
are surely not your style.