bearly standing
it seems as if its been a decade since ive been in the mood to write an entry. so much is new, its overwhelming. good and bad of course, as always..figuring out where it is i want to start and what i want to write about will be the hard part. of course when i start going it never stops.
#1 though has to be the worst ever. ive got two dui's in less then a month period of time. which is fucking ridiculous i know. court is this wednesday so you could imagine how exstatic i am about that. court fees and classes will be hell. but of course worst of all is that i lose my licence for 2 years. no way of getting it back. which is going to honestly be one of the hardest things i have to do in my life so far. everyday ill be reminded. anyways. yes. ive talked and thought so much on this subject that im over it, though it comes up so much in my thoughts it impossible to get away from it. no use in having to read about it later and go through it over agian. im living in a condo with leiah and sean. leiah and i are together and its amazing. im happy. our house is adorable and i feel very good here. its definately turned into home and thats what makes it even better. my dad bought me a laptop just recently and that is what im on right now. its fun. i lose my licence and a car but gain a laptop. life cant be that bad. haha. but yea. im selling my car soon. -next project- which will be interesting. ill be sure and record my outcome from court. maybe writing it down on here will make it go away. {i wish}.
besides that, well i was going to say not much, but its me -Amora- so theres always more. my feeling always fuck with me, my emotions always paralyze me. and my actions degrate me. ive definately changed. im a better person then i used to be. well thats now say that. lets just say im becoming more sincere and aware of things i wasnt aware of before. :) until next time. ♥
#1 though has to be the worst ever. ive got two dui's in less then a month period of time. which is fucking ridiculous i know. court is this wednesday so you could imagine how exstatic i am about that. court fees and classes will be hell. but of course worst of all is that i lose my licence for 2 years. no way of getting it back. which is going to honestly be one of the hardest things i have to do in my life so far. everyday ill be reminded. anyways. yes. ive talked and thought so much on this subject that im over it, though it comes up so much in my thoughts it impossible to get away from it. no use in having to read about it later and go through it over agian. im living in a condo with leiah and sean. leiah and i are together and its amazing. im happy. our house is adorable and i feel very good here. its definately turned into home and thats what makes it even better. my dad bought me a laptop just recently and that is what im on right now. its fun. i lose my licence and a car but gain a laptop. life cant be that bad. haha. but yea. im selling my car soon. -next project- which will be interesting. ill be sure and record my outcome from court. maybe writing it down on here will make it go away. {i wish}.
besides that, well i was going to say not much, but its me -Amora- so theres always more. my feeling always fuck with me, my emotions always paralyze me. and my actions degrate me. ive definately changed. im a better person then i used to be. well thats now say that. lets just say im becoming more sincere and aware of things i wasnt aware of before. :) until next time. ♥