This made me happy for a moment in time.
U win Vanessa... your right... I may not show it but I'm breaking down.. and what Val said in your second to last entry doesn't help me at all... its nice to know she doesn't give any damn about me in any way... I already know whats going to happen... your going to get over me.. forget about me... find some guy... and then I won't exist anymore... what I have been noticing is how happy u have been without me lately... don't u find that odd... like with Gerg yesterday... that would'nt have happened if we were still dating... look, u diserve to be happy... if forgeting about me will do that... then do so... I'm sorry I always through those things in your face.... I don't mean to.. but they got to me so badly I couldn't help it.. thats how madly they drive me insane... so I appologize for everytime I have ever thrown any of it at u, but be happy, at least I know.. that the better person u will become cause of this.. will be because of this.. and that other guy u may find will get this kick ass girl I could never have... because if we got back together anytime soon.. u wouldn't become that kick ass girl... looks like I'm screwed in everyway.... heh.. just my bad luck right... always... I'm fucked... i'll leave u alone now...
Right.
Right.