~caught off guard~all worked up~the air is as dark and cold as night~
So I had this dream..And i JUST remembered it lol I was thinking about ice cream...
ANYWAYS!
So I was in this relationship w/ this guy...sucks that I can't remember his face but I know that its nobody I know. and we were soo so happy together. I just remembered that we shared a cookie ((it was a really good/big cookie too!))
But yeh..
So I was talking to Capricorn last night and he was trying to help me out w/ my situation and I was telling him about how really i'm not ready to date just one person for forever ((Becuz obviously thats what the ppl in my situation are looking for)) well..I'm looking for more. I always had this plan/dream to go to college and i'd meet some wonderful, fantastic, amazing guy! and I want to stick to that.
Speaking of college....
I can't wait to get out of here.
I realized that I need to get out of Miami --mm...SOUTH FLORIDA really. Too much going on here that just brings me down. It's become such an unhappy place for me. I was thinking about when I spent the summer w/ my grandparents in St. Paul. that was one of the best summers ever. even last year when we went to Ft. Wilderness at disney. I enjoyed it so much. So my main goal is to go to FSU. I'd hate being away from family and friends but from what I've learned about the school and the campus ...im in love w/ it. yeh, the area is small...but i'll adjust to it. I want to meet new people and just be on my own.
So I'm hoping that works out for me. my mom says I should do the summer program when i graduate high school. hehe I told her I had to get in to the school first ♥ Brit
ANYWAYS!
So I was in this relationship w/ this guy...sucks that I can't remember his face but I know that its nobody I know. and we were soo so happy together. I just remembered that we shared a cookie ((it was a really good/big cookie too!))
But yeh..
So I was talking to Capricorn last night and he was trying to help me out w/ my situation and I was telling him about how really i'm not ready to date just one person for forever ((Becuz obviously thats what the ppl in my situation are looking for)) well..I'm looking for more. I always had this plan/dream to go to college and i'd meet some wonderful, fantastic, amazing guy! and I want to stick to that.
Speaking of college....
I can't wait to get out of here.
I realized that I need to get out of Miami --mm...SOUTH FLORIDA really. Too much going on here that just brings me down. It's become such an unhappy place for me. I was thinking about when I spent the summer w/ my grandparents in St. Paul. that was one of the best summers ever. even last year when we went to Ft. Wilderness at disney. I enjoyed it so much. So my main goal is to go to FSU. I'd hate being away from family and friends but from what I've learned about the school and the campus ...im in love w/ it. yeh, the area is small...but i'll adjust to it. I want to meet new people and just be on my own.
So I'm hoping that works out for me. my mom says I should do the summer program when i graduate high school. hehe I told her I had to get in to the school first ♥ Brit