Never spend too many nites with my just wrappped around you underneath a million stars above*
This past weekend was the best weekend I have ever had in my life.. and I miss Dundee soo much and so many things made me realize it! No its not just one guy lol! Just becuz Dundee is a part of my past doesnt mean it cant be in my future.. I duno Im so confused.. I miss Cole and Catie so much... and Breanna is gettin so much older.. and Christys havin another baby.. and Cole im sure will be gettin married soon.. and I want to be there with her helpin her pick out everything for her wedding! I've never been so homesick! Like I made myself sick at work.. I seriously thought I was gonna get sick! I have made a life here.. and I have made so many wonderful ppl and made the greatest friends.. thats why this is so hard! I duno what to do.. I kno I will miss it here.. but I miss it there like crazy. Yah kno I talked to Adrian tonite and shes such a sweetheart and like she was totally just there for me! Im so lucky to be able to call her my friend... and then theres Becky.. who has been there for so many things... and Brad.. I duno what Id do without him... and Chris, Ben, and Travis along with the rest of the Bambi's crew... I just feel like Im breakin and I duno what to do! Its just so fricken hard to do this! UGH! Well I need to go to sleep.. this Bee is exhausted!