on the day when the wagons come...

Apr 03, 2006 00:40

Today was wierd. Not in a bad way though. I jsut realised it looked like i meant that, haha.
I woke up, had myself a wake-n-bake, an fell back asleep till four.
Got ready. Got Sheep+Sarah and went into town.
Met Sheeps man + Charmaine. Then heaed to go see Mazz. Found her and Nikki, went down to the lowlevels and oohh dear.
It was just me, Lea, Mazz, Nikki, Sarah + Charmaine. We were having a wee smoke an this trian guy goes "theres no smoking!" So it was put out. Then he starts BABBELING on about the Charing Cross or something tragedy and all these people dying an that we're goign to cause something like that.
Then he phoned the mad transport police we're guessing.
Hahahahahhahaha, fanny.
We had lost track of time so we bolted up to the cinema. Made it in ebfore the film started. Watched Be Cool. Haha. It was alright. Pretty funny.
AHH WE SAW KIERAH! I hadn't seen her in moons :p.
Got out, got the other train home. Shug came and got us. I wondered why he was so quiet. He read my diary today. My written and really....private one. Front to cover. And doesn't understand why im upset. It's part of shug like this no one understands exists.
And im in.
And im pissed, i was thinking, i hate the way sometimes im too nice. When really i should actually jsut walk up to people and tell them to fuck right off. But instead i freak and totally avoid the situation. I don't think other people get it either. Most of the time, i would jsut walk up, but just certain times i freak. And im sick of people thinking they can intimidate others and fucking take over everywhere. Sorry but, naw. Glasgows fucking full, and there wil be people you dont like, put up with it? Theres no reason to make others feel like shit to give yourself kicks. Its been pissing me off for a while. If theyve done something, feel free to y'know, say soemthing? But if they havent even done anything, you jsut dont like the look of them. Your just a tit. I bet people read this and disagree then throw a fit. Then youd be proving my fucking point. I wish sometimes i was like Mazz, and could just stick up for myself with anyone. Usually i can. But sometimes, i jsut, get the ole' fear.
Thats been annoying me for ages now.
End.
Possibly photos if i get to steal them off Lea.
x
Ahh, also i got my provisional through today. Look everyway whilst crossing the road from now on.
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