jealous ?
i have decided that i am jealous.
my friend.
my dear sweet friend.
whom i used to like.
it is a fact that i still do like you.
really.
webcam + your girlfriend sitting in your lap and kissing you = my lame excuse.
i'm sorry.
i'm jealous.
i shouldn't be.
BUT I AM!
and you, sweet boy from my school, i like you, too.
and you're single!
so, why am i jealous of people that talk to you?
because i'm afraid they'll get you?
because i don't want to lose you?
whyyyy must this torture me?
son~
son~
my glorious son.
idk why i even like you.
you're a jerk.
you're cruel.
YOU HATE ME
but.
it's something past like.
bordering love.
maybe has even gone to that stage.
you did a report on my favorite book, you know?
and your hand writing is so perfect~
but why do you have to be the way you are?
why can't you look at me and see me not as the freaky goth chick, but as...
a girl.
a girt that you should like.
should LOVE.
should want to be with.
SON~
be mine.
forever, please?
even if you hate me.
even if you can't stand me.
at least let me have my fantasies about you being a momma's boy.
and you sitting with me at lunch and leaving your friends behind just to TALK to me.
just to BE with me.
just to.
idk.
make me HAPPY.
my friend.
my dear sweet friend.
whom i used to like.
it is a fact that i still do like you.
really.
webcam + your girlfriend sitting in your lap and kissing you = my lame excuse.
i'm sorry.
i'm jealous.
i shouldn't be.
BUT I AM!
and you, sweet boy from my school, i like you, too.
and you're single!
so, why am i jealous of people that talk to you?
because i'm afraid they'll get you?
because i don't want to lose you?
whyyyy must this torture me?
son~
son~
my glorious son.
idk why i even like you.
you're a jerk.
you're cruel.
YOU HATE ME
but.
it's something past like.
bordering love.
maybe has even gone to that stage.
you did a report on my favorite book, you know?
and your hand writing is so perfect~
but why do you have to be the way you are?
why can't you look at me and see me not as the freaky goth chick, but as...
a girl.
a girt that you should like.
should LOVE.
should want to be with.
SON~
be mine.
forever, please?
even if you hate me.
even if you can't stand me.
at least let me have my fantasies about you being a momma's boy.
and you sitting with me at lunch and leaving your friends behind just to TALK to me.
just to BE with me.
just to.
idk.
make me HAPPY.