Jan 01, 2011 02:38
Looking at everyone's 2010 farewell entries, I wanted to write one too. I wrote in my diary because I do not want to post certain personal thoughts here. At the start, I could not remember having done much in 2010 and thought the diary entry would end in a couple of sentences, but I ended up writing non stop for 2 pages! After reflecting, I had indeed done a lot in 2010. There was a bit of growing up, not a lot though. The main 2 points would be being more aware of my leadership style and what I should improve on, and handling embarrassment. I am still fearful of turning 21 and I wonder when I will honor the promise I made to myself when I was 18? Or 17+ in fact, when I promised myself I would get it done by my 18th birthday.
Partly happy because I just came back from a gathering with some jss people. Not sure why I am that happy though, nothing really special happened, and I just got to know them a couple of weeks ago. Maybe it was the mahjong. Holidays is ending soon and though I've cleared some stuff on my to do list, there are still quite a few tasks to do (mainly the important ones -_-). Shall sleep now so I don't delay tmr's schedule!