i have alot to say ..
lots to say .. lots to say .. where to start:
#1. whoever on this earth has the nerve to say that in my comment on my previous entry has alot of nerve .. and if i ever find out who it is .. wow .. you have no idea .. it hurt alot .. and just so you all know .. i cant help the fact that im fat .. okay ? i dieted .. i exercise .. i do alot .. its just the way i am .. so if you have a problem with that .. forget you.
#2. people need to start making sense ..
#3. i am very sorry joanie .. i did not mean to hurt you .. no matter what anyone says .. if i had known i swore to you that i would room with you i would have kept my word .. i did not know that i had promised you that i would room with you .. i feel terrible about it .. and i hope that you will forgive me ..
#4. brenna, this is to you. you have alot of nerve saying what you said to me .. people can harass me and make fun of me .. but what you said was absolutely horrible. make fun of me behind my back and everything else .. but N O T to my face. i am NOT a follower. i am NOT a poser. i am NOT a fake or a fake person (inside OR out). and i can NOT believe you think i am. the thing between me and joanie is NOT your problem. you dont need to get into it .. joanie had something to say to me and she said it .. herself .. she didnt need any help .. at all .. i talked to her .. and hopefully everything is fine. i do have self-confidence & self-esteem, whether you think so or not, but honestly you bring it down. we`ve had a long relationship, but it looks like you`ve ruined it .. doesnt matter .. its what happened .. i guess it was just meant to be .. have fun with your other friends.
#5. when i think of a fake person .. i think of someone who wears alot of make-up and dies their hair alot and talks stupidly and is just plain stupid in common sense .. i dont think of me. at all.
when i think of a follower & a poser, i think of someone who does something EXACTLY like someone else and they copy everything that person does. i dont think of me. at all. once again. i am me. have a problem with that ?
#6. i strive for success. i strive for honors and AP classes. i wanna do well. get a good job. i wanna do well in live! thats all. that wouldnt make me caught up in myself .. would it ?
good things:
#1. my sister is coming home tomorro and i can talk to her about everything ..
#2. its her birthday.
#3. valentines day is on monday .. and all i care about on that day is joe .. because i <3 him.
#4. my basketball team is doing pretty good.
#5. i had a good game today.
thats about it.
thank you all for making me feel so VERY shitty about myself.
#1. whoever on this earth has the nerve to say that in my comment on my previous entry has alot of nerve .. and if i ever find out who it is .. wow .. you have no idea .. it hurt alot .. and just so you all know .. i cant help the fact that im fat .. okay ? i dieted .. i exercise .. i do alot .. its just the way i am .. so if you have a problem with that .. forget you.
#2. people need to start making sense ..
#3. i am very sorry joanie .. i did not mean to hurt you .. no matter what anyone says .. if i had known i swore to you that i would room with you i would have kept my word .. i did not know that i had promised you that i would room with you .. i feel terrible about it .. and i hope that you will forgive me ..
#4. brenna, this is to you. you have alot of nerve saying what you said to me .. people can harass me and make fun of me .. but what you said was absolutely horrible. make fun of me behind my back and everything else .. but N O T to my face. i am NOT a follower. i am NOT a poser. i am NOT a fake or a fake person (inside OR out). and i can NOT believe you think i am. the thing between me and joanie is NOT your problem. you dont need to get into it .. joanie had something to say to me and she said it .. herself .. she didnt need any help .. at all .. i talked to her .. and hopefully everything is fine. i do have self-confidence & self-esteem, whether you think so or not, but honestly you bring it down. we`ve had a long relationship, but it looks like you`ve ruined it .. doesnt matter .. its what happened .. i guess it was just meant to be .. have fun with your other friends.
#5. when i think of a fake person .. i think of someone who wears alot of make-up and dies their hair alot and talks stupidly and is just plain stupid in common sense .. i dont think of me. at all.
when i think of a follower & a poser, i think of someone who does something EXACTLY like someone else and they copy everything that person does. i dont think of me. at all. once again. i am me. have a problem with that ?
#6. i strive for success. i strive for honors and AP classes. i wanna do well. get a good job. i wanna do well in live! thats all. that wouldnt make me caught up in myself .. would it ?
good things:
#1. my sister is coming home tomorro and i can talk to her about everything ..
#2. its her birthday.
#3. valentines day is on monday .. and all i care about on that day is joe .. because i <3 him.
#4. my basketball team is doing pretty good.
#5. i had a good game today.
thats about it.
thank you all for making me feel so VERY shitty about myself.