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That was without a doubt the best night of my life so far. I can't even describe how utterly incredible it was.
I've just been watching videos from that night and now I can't decide if I feel a thousand times worse than I did before or if I feel a little bit better.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
It hurt to watch that. You know how sometimes you feel like it just hurts so bad to see it, yet you're compelled to do it again and again?
I never know what to do or how to feel. When I feel like that I can't escape it so I have to try to distract myself so I forget about it for a while.
At the Sydney concert, I was right at the fucking fence thing, right square in front of Frank, staring up a him. Mikey was right beside him, then Gerard in the middle.
You know, I never expected to react like this, but when Mikey came out, I COULD NOT take my eyes off of him. He just looked he most amazing i have EVER seen him, it was actually a shock. I always knew he was hot, and I always absolutely loved him, but when he came out that night, FUUUUUUUCK ME. He has neveer looked that beautiful.
If I had to pinpoint the 2 songs that anihilated me the most, they would have to be Desert Song and Sleep.
Um, sorry about the essay that was this comment but there's my concert story, lol.
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'I never know what to do or how to feel. When I feel like that I can't escape it so I have to try to distract myself so I forget about it for a while.' - That is so much like me. I completely know how you feel and what you mean.
When I saw Mikey I was pretty much the same. At the gig when I was in the pit I was right in front of Gerard's mic stand, 1 person back. Mikey just looked so amazing. Same though, I always thought he was gorgeous but that was nothing compared to how he looked that night. He looked so fuckin happy to be there too. I was waving like a maniac at him and he grinned at me and pointed to himself, asking me if I was waving at him or Frankie. I nodded and pointed at him and he smiled at me. I'm pretty sure he did this little wave too. I freaked the fuck out.
Desert Song is AMAZING live huh? It was such an incredible experience to watch it live. I think he was genuinely humbled and amazed at all the cheers and screaming. He held it strong for over 30 seconds and the place just went crazy.
S'ok. I love reading long comments. This is probably a million times longer than yours anyway, lol.
Now I feel like crying. =(
<3
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