Emo bitch
I'm pretty sad right now. I wish moving on was easier than it really is. I wish I could find someone that like love grows with the relationship. Instead of this giant lust ball that I get. I wish I met a girl and we became friends and then a relationship started and she felt the same way about me that I feel about her. And especially not a relationship based on orgasms (Waiting...) It sucks being down like this. It's so weird to think words can effect a person so much. I just want someone to grow with. To be with but to also give what I want and I will give what they want not sexually gutter minds, but just a perfect, yes that's what I will call them a perfect. I know this is just random rambling bullshit, and I'm never going to find what I just wrote about. But I hope to god maybe someday it will be as close as I can get it, and I will be happy. Because I hate being fucking sad. God, fuck this, and fuck her...FUCK!