Nov 25, 2005 02:30
Went to Miss. today and ate some good ass food. I am thankful for a lot. It was great seeing my family. I think once you go off to college you really appreciate things like visiting and eating and talking with your family just that much more. I'm in trouble, most of you know why. I am so empty too, because all I want is her, and everyone knows that. I know it will be ok in the end, but it's so hard right now. It's like a constant battle everyday. I think of her all the time and I would do anything for her. There is no turning back for me on this. I might be stubborn, but I can't let her go, and I never will. There is too much we have already shared, and I so want to continue everything we had. I want her happy, and I will do anything to make that possible. I will lay down my life for her. It's almost like all I have right now are dreams and memories, I just have to see her. I love her.