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[x_my__heart]

...its fascinating.

how something could come to an end so abruptly.
something that grew over the years...
something that went through so many stages.
...it's there.
it's tangible. yet..never again achievable.
because self respect is worth more than it ever will be again.
..is it fascinating?...or just disappointing that...
it feels so right, even though it's wrong from now on.
maybe its both.
...and that one move can change our future.
one move that in that moment seemed perfectly alright.
...perfectly alright because the fact that it would serve as the biggest factor in this situation has not yet become evident.
..and so you say 'redemption is quickly unreachable'.
....define redemption.
and when you do....tell me.
show me.
because i still have yet to believe it exists...