. . . Hearts A Target
I havn't felt this shite in a long time. I miss Joe. Now he's not around I feel kinda lost. He was my rock and my best friend. I have no-one to talk to now about how I feel etc. I would like to be with him but I feel like I'm far too young to be so commmited at such a young age especially to someone I don't see. I guess it's about living life to the max at every given opertunity and not regretting not living when your 70 years old lying in bed.
Joe was like my best friend and I feel lonely without him here. I guess the truth is I knew he would be leaving Nottingham so I detached myself from him quite abit so it was going to be less painful when he left. I loved him enough to try and let go because I knew if I didn't I was going to make him leaving harder on both of us by always being upset. I had to detach myself to make myself stronger, not just for me but for the both of us.
I wish he knew how I actually felt, I wish he knew how much I actually cared about him :( I don't think he ever will though.
Right person, wrong time. I don't know whats going to happen but I hope he will always be in my life because I do love him, it's just a crap situation. Once he has a job there won't be any time for us to see each other.
I love him and always will.
Joe was like my best friend and I feel lonely without him here. I guess the truth is I knew he would be leaving Nottingham so I detached myself from him quite abit so it was going to be less painful when he left. I loved him enough to try and let go because I knew if I didn't I was going to make him leaving harder on both of us by always being upset. I had to detach myself to make myself stronger, not just for me but for the both of us.
I wish he knew how I actually felt, I wish he knew how much I actually cared about him :( I don't think he ever will though.
Right person, wrong time. I don't know whats going to happen but I hope he will always be in my life because I do love him, it's just a crap situation. Once he has a job there won't be any time for us to see each other.
I love him and always will.