Mar 05, 2008 16:15
I'm so sick of guys. And sick of seeing people in relationships. It makes me want to vomit. No joke. I feel sick when I think of relationships, or see couples, more so when there's PDA which I feel should be Perminantly Band By our Government. Everyone knows that PDA leads to "Other STUFF" and "Other STUFF" leads to Abortions, Orphans, and Abused to Children, who grow up to become Neurotic Adults, Like Myself.
So, Since I'm so far into being sick of guys, I was seriously considering becoming a lesbian. 2 Problems with that:
1. I'm not attracted to Women.
2. Establishing sexual prefferance implies I'm looking for a relationship, and I Dont want a relationship because they make me sick.
Its like this Neurotic Helpless cycle. And of course I cant just forget about because even when I'm hanging out with people who are just friends, we end up talking about relationships, and people spend like at least 50% of their time looking for relationships or how to fix their relationships.
Really, if it doesnt work from the beginning, what makes you think that putting MORE effort into a relationship will make it work? Just fucking end it and move on!
Just fucking find someone who likes you the way you are without compromise, or can at least already tolerate you enough to live with instead of having this half-assed Mediocre Life with someone who's not particularly Amazing in your eyes. I mean, if there were kids involved, Ok. For the sake of the children, but otherwise, why bother?