WHY!?!?

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how many times will i see ur face in my dreams?
how many times will i miss your advice?
how many times will i miss your friendship?
how many times will i miss your smile?
how many times will i replay the last time i saw u in my head?
WHY CANT I FORGET YOU!?!?! I WANT TO FORGET YOU!!!
today was good and bad at the same time, i saw someone today which scared the crap outta me n i couldn't stop shaking after i saw her.... then tammy came to town and it was kool cuz everyone was getting along AT LAST...
then it went BAD! we called julia saying how tammy was there n that we cnt go to her house yet because of that (everyone at julia's house didn't want tammy there but we didn't want 2 ditch her cuz kayle casey n i like tammy). so ya i started crying at her house cuz all this stuff got way 2 overwhelming and then friends laughed at me over it..... that makes me realize who my true friends are. funny how days like today make you realize a lot about people....
lets just say that at the moment i hate life..........
SAVE ME FROM MYSELF
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~kimmy