Aug 03, 2023 11:44
Re-read my last few entries, and oh yikes! Shit ton of bitchness! Positivity be damned! I got this strong impression of a bitter person with hard lines on the face, and murderous look in her eyes. I felt the urge to run to the mirror and stare at my own face. Thankfully it was my usual goofball look that stared back at me. I also saw that I need to be more diligent about putting sunscreen on my face....
Am I a bitch? Yes, absolutely. I have my share of days when delight I am not. And I am grateful that I have more days when I am delight than I am not. I am so lucky that my inner world is capable of repairing itself on regular basis and moving beyond bitchness.