Re: Thanyoux_miniminx_xFebruary 23 2006, 12:48:40 UTC
I know it takes its toll, and yes i do wish that i hadn't started all this and learned to let go and relax more but at the end of the day recovery is a hard thing to achieve, and you have to be willing to do it. My body is already well and truly fucked from years of abuse and malnutrition, trust me on this one i've spent hours on end contemplating what i've done n what i'm still doing. I am a perfectionist and always have been, high status(in any aspect of life) is something that is praised greatly in my family, since i was born i've always been around people who are dieting and striving, starving for perfection, so it kinda sank in, appearances have been made everything, my cousins are models, internationally competing dancers, people who get A*'s all the way through life, and my mother always wanted a model for a daughter, her motto for me has always been "don't cry...It'll spoil your makeup", or "Don't do that, it'll reflect badly on me as a mother", so as much as i want to enjoy youth-i won't be able to until i've got back a slim, toned physique(ideally more toned than before, i know i can't have the body of a twelve year old again, and at a 32DD i don't want to- it wouldn't look right lol), but there's always room for improvement, i'll enjoy life more when i've made it better.
Re: ThanyouturbotisafishFebruary 23 2006, 19:47:24 UTC
maybe if you redirected your goals from looks to physical condition you could stop worrying about minimum weight, just a thought. the key is to be happy with yourself, and not worry about what anyone else thinks. youre at a perfectly reasonable weight for having the body type im assuming youve got from the facts ive gathered so far. grades are also of little importance, you seem to be intelligent from the way you post and as long as you are trying to learn on a daily basis that is what matters. in the end though, it all comes down to you. its your body, your grades, your everything, so do what you think is best for yourself.
Re: ThanyouturbotisafishFebruary 24 2006, 18:41:12 UTC
i dont even remember exactly. i was browsing through some random page someone linked me too, i saw they had joined that group, then i saw your post and figured you looked like you were actually putting forth some effort and are intelliegent enough to accept advice with dismissing me as a troll. <--longest sentence ever haha
Re: Thanyoux_miniminx_xFebruary 24 2006, 23:33:10 UTC
lol kool, nah if you wanted the longest sentence ever you'd have to put "disastablishmentarianism" into it like 12times lol(longest word in the dictionary, apparently). I love the internet too, then again i hate it because it makes it so easy to access everything (lol i know i sound pessimistic there), like paedo's getting to kids, and hackers getting to peoples writings and pictures etc.
Re: ThanyouturbotisafishFebruary 25 2006, 02:59:35 UTC
almost the longest word, cant forget "antidisestablishmentarianism" but then again smiles is pretty long too(mile between the first and last letters har har)
eh i wouldnt ditch the itnernet for all the tea in china. it may be scary at times, but its worth it. without the itnernet youd never find things like this:
BTW 5ft 135.8
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i love the internet
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eh i wouldnt ditch the itnernet for all the tea in china. it may be scary at times, but its worth it. without the itnernet youd never find things like this:
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