Jul 23, 2006 19:14
Sooo... let's see, I'm at:137.5 today, the goal has been modified to 115. but then again that brazilian model is considered "plump" @ 117 at like over 6 foot. grrr. ok . so.
I definitely am more contemplative when not eating, emotionless, perhaps, but definitely not thoughtless.
I really need to focus on this weight thing, BUT no binging, no purging, no pills (maybe lol) just by me for myself.
Let's see....what's the plan here...i don't know yet, i don't think i could AFFORD$$$ the no carb thing but i dunno....dude i can't even write a short paragraph...so fragmented and non-fluid. blah. the point being: i need to lose weight. like WHOA.
the end.