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wow.. the weeks going by pretty quick.. i worked all weekend which is cool with me haha.. saturday after work i checked out dave and kikis wedding with geno. of course pat was there, with eric and pancho.. afterwards me and gene checked out ten21 and met up with some of the boys.. there was a fight there or something..
but i saw krissy, kat and them.. aww crazy party animals.. lol. i saw corissa too everytime im with her sister in the beginning of the day i end up seeing that girl its weird hehe. but i love her to death i hope we get to kick it soon too. i miss her and everyone, its just so different now its like when we see each others its like were just know each others names or something and we say hi and thats it, they go their way i go mine. i hope they go to my thing on friday cause ill get a real chance to talk to all of dem for once and kent said he might go.. YAY! makes me happy.. its been a really long time since ive seen that guy and i only saw him once since hes been back for like a minute..
anyways sunday gamestop had to do inventory checks so we worked that night from closing until like midnight.. it was fun though just talking and getting to know my coworkers.. afterwards was a blur we just kept driving and driving and driving around.. haha! and then we finally couldnt find anyone so we just called it a night and went home!!
monday i spent it with louie..got to his house around 1 and we slept the whole time we were together haha.. sucked but we'll see each other tomorrow since hes off.. but yeh i left his house like at 9.. and i went to my restaurant, ended up going to the movies with my mom and my stepdad we watched farenheit 9/11. not that interesting but some really good points in the movie.. i saw ben there too.. and wen i was walking out i saw liza and she says shes 5 months pregnant.. hmm.. and thats shes getting married but anyways i told her about what happened and everything.. haha.. but anyways.. after that we just went home..
its three in the morning i cant sleep i think i have a sleeping disorder for reals.. but yeh.. right now i just cant think straight about alot of things going on ask me y.. i really dont know im just lost and confused by everything.. i keep thinking of my baby.. if i still had it, what would i be doing and stuff.. i know i wouldnt feel like i do right now.. im just on a emotional rollercoaster i guess one minute im happy and the next the thought of everything just gets me thinking. like i couldve done something to save my baby.. and prevent what happened.. i guess it was too much stress and all that.. but you know what. nvm i dont want to think of it anymore..