hmmm
There was this guy over the summer who i didnt like at first and then i found out he liked me and he was very sweet to me, saying extremely nice things to me and was just such a sweetheart. about a month after i found out he liked me and all the while we had been hangin out and getting close...well i started sensing that something wasnt right. and finally i found out that he just stopped liking me i guess and i confronted him and he's like 'well i love you as a friend' WOW. I felt like fucking shit. i mean he said all this stuff and told me that he meant it, and all of a sudden he just DIDNT. so i was like whatever. a day later to add insult to injury i find out that he was already going out with this other girl and didnt even tell me about it AT ALL. not even when i confronted him about not liking me and stuff. He said he didnt want to hurt me...but it honestly hurt more when i found it out later than i think it wouldve if he had told me himself. the boy and i are still friends and everything, its not like i hate him. But i still feel pretty crappy about the situation that was at hand. because i didnt even like him at first, and then i was like rushed into liking him and then i was basically thrown away. and its like 'wow thanks there buddy' and it sucks cuz he doesnt even seem to care...neither does kelly i really dont think she does. and ugh. i dunno its just something that really makes me sad. not only because i did like him, but just the situation sucks so horribly. i dont like to think about it cuz i might do something stupid. but yea i was just kinda thinking about it and theres another song by yellowcard that i thought was perfect for it. 'violins', not a huge yellowcard fan either lol. FONT>
on a lighter note green day and flogging molly are both coming here in november. i cant fucking wait, even better...green day is coming with SUGARCULT!! *heavenly noises* i missed them with motioncity soundtrack **tear** but hopefully ill get to see em!! they're coming with nfg...so i bet there will be a lot of..."punk" rock kids..you know the type i dont say poser anymore. but yea we all know what the 'trend' is right now. but yesss i just had to add that in. i will....be leaving now. goodnight!
luv kt