and yes, i dreamt of you too
well, its been a while since i truely updated this. ive been thinking alot ... and i have to write some stuff.
well, adaps has started. i feel sad because mal had to drop out. but, i think its the best adaps this year. there was alot of negative feelings last year with adaps. at least, i felt alot of negative feelings. and one of the worst was that there was barely any parts. this year, i think everyone has a small part. no matter how small, it adds to the humor and the fit of the story. this may be the year that we actually bond and become a family. i think we were so scared that there wasn't going to be an adaps this year that everyone is working hard for this one to work.
school's been school. newspaper's picked up some now that we have those amazing MACs. they truely are amazing. i really want to do layout ... cause layout people get to take home those sleek, amazing laptops that we bought. and the yearbook is highly jealous. they're creating a feud.
its nearing christmas. my favorite time of year. i don't know why im so excited this year. and christmas music makes me really happy these days. but i can't listen to it constantly. it gets repetitive. and i have to listen to adaps music too.
which reminds me ... its really hard to switch from belting to a capella to belting again. it is very difficult. and trying on the vocal cords. but i can handle it.
and ... something that's been weighing on my heart. i still am seriously infatuated with that BOY. i need to stop ... but there's no other guys to like. so, i just dilligently cling to the hope that i can somehow win his heart.
oh!! and ive made a new friend over the past couple of days. brianna is in some of my classes, so it was kinda inevitable that we sould start to talk and become closer. but, what really makes me sad is that she's a senior. all the friends that ive made this year are seniors. i am seriously going to miss the seniors. by june, i am going to be crushed.
and lately, i just feel disconnected. everyone's all ... i dunno. i feel that my current friend status is very, very low. i don't talk to people like i normally did. im not really close to a particular person anymore.
but i think i am going to have some sort of new year's party. maybe a pot-luck. and then we could play board games and have the time of our lives!!!
so hopefully, everything works out. family life has been rocky. ive been on the verge of a meltdown, and finally had one today. i could only keep up that cheeriness for so long. there's always something. but my room is now decorated. i think it looks cute. but, dad said that maybe we could use the leftover lights in here too.
i think i should stop and go to bed. goodnight.
well, adaps has started. i feel sad because mal had to drop out. but, i think its the best adaps this year. there was alot of negative feelings last year with adaps. at least, i felt alot of negative feelings. and one of the worst was that there was barely any parts. this year, i think everyone has a small part. no matter how small, it adds to the humor and the fit of the story. this may be the year that we actually bond and become a family. i think we were so scared that there wasn't going to be an adaps this year that everyone is working hard for this one to work.
school's been school. newspaper's picked up some now that we have those amazing MACs. they truely are amazing. i really want to do layout ... cause layout people get to take home those sleek, amazing laptops that we bought. and the yearbook is highly jealous. they're creating a feud.
its nearing christmas. my favorite time of year. i don't know why im so excited this year. and christmas music makes me really happy these days. but i can't listen to it constantly. it gets repetitive. and i have to listen to adaps music too.
which reminds me ... its really hard to switch from belting to a capella to belting again. it is very difficult. and trying on the vocal cords. but i can handle it.
and ... something that's been weighing on my heart. i still am seriously infatuated with that BOY. i need to stop ... but there's no other guys to like. so, i just dilligently cling to the hope that i can somehow win his heart.
oh!! and ive made a new friend over the past couple of days. brianna is in some of my classes, so it was kinda inevitable that we sould start to talk and become closer. but, what really makes me sad is that she's a senior. all the friends that ive made this year are seniors. i am seriously going to miss the seniors. by june, i am going to be crushed.
and lately, i just feel disconnected. everyone's all ... i dunno. i feel that my current friend status is very, very low. i don't talk to people like i normally did. im not really close to a particular person anymore.
but i think i am going to have some sort of new year's party. maybe a pot-luck. and then we could play board games and have the time of our lives!!!
so hopefully, everything works out. family life has been rocky. ive been on the verge of a meltdown, and finally had one today. i could only keep up that cheeriness for so long. there's always something. but my room is now decorated. i think it looks cute. but, dad said that maybe we could use the leftover lights in here too.
i think i should stop and go to bed. goodnight.