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Journal is Closed
I've decided to close this chapter of my life. And while it is sad to see it go, it is time for me to move on. The past resides here, and I am finished residing with it. This is an old self. A self that no longer exists. It's time for a new set of memories and a new self.
I am reminded more of what I went through than who I met or who I became. More of my hardships and depression than what I found beneath it. I have let things get out of hand. I have spread myself out too thin and much too far. So, the parts of me that are too far to retrieve, I am letting them go and cutting them off. Because while I don't care what anyone really thinks of me, I do care if they know too much.
This place is no longer a happy place. It is no longer a place I feel I can continue to reside part of myself. I'm pulling myself out.
So.
This is my goodbye.
This is my farewell.
For those wondering, the man in the banner is Mako (ex-deadman). The picture is from the video for "follow the night light" off their final album In the Direction of Sunrise and Night Light.