Im sorry

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Rest in peace peter...

I feel like i have to say sorry, but im not sure why.
I feel like i could have helped but im not sure how
I find myself remembering your innocent face,
Your simple smile,
Where are you now?
Where are you when everyone is here looking for you?
I remember looking down at you
Wanting to scream at the top of my lungs and run away
Run away just like you did...
Im sorry you had to run...
Looking into your sad face,
Screaming "im sorry" in my head ...Louder and louder each time.
Im sorry peter...Im So sorry!
I don't want you to feel alone anymore...
You'll never be alone again
I am always here now, looking for your guidance
Listen to my whispering, it's all for you
It hurts so bad, never will anyone forget your peter
Im sorry you couldn't see how loved you were
everyone, peter, everyone is here for you
We're too late now though,
And that is whats hurting me
Im too late
A beautiful life cut short because we are too late...

Im sorry peter....