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i've had one of the shittest couple weeks ever...
1. my roomate situation....just plain sucks...theres really no way around it, its shitty and its at the point where im gonna take the offensive and do something about it..
2. last monday i got in a car accident, it wasnt a bad accident at all, but my backs just been sore, which sucks, and the guy who hit me was an asshole
3. i have very little money, and the money i do have is depleting quite quickly, i really need a job but its tough to find one around here.
4. last night was absolutely horrible, i never want to go back to melbourne again because of it. it was so bad that i went back to my house at midnight grabbed my bags and just drove back to orlando. i hate being put in the middle of things, and i was put in the middle of everything, every situation that went wrong last night, i was in the middle of it.
5. I just can't seem to manage my time very well lately, i feel like im falling behind which im pretty sure im not. i just wish i was doing better in trig, i have to or im getting a NC, and im not doing all this work and going to class for a NC.
6. THE MAIN REASON IVE BEEN CRYING FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS: i found out one of the most important people to me, someone who probably saved me from so much about four years ago, someone i would go out of my way for to do anything for her, someone who i would give an organ to if she needed it, i found out she has hodgkins disease, which is cancer. she is one of the most amazing people i have ever met and she doesnt deserve this, i no longer believe in karma.
some good stuff happened too-
i saw some people at home i have seen in acouple months, and i saw my baby ainsley the other day for a few minutes but shes standing all on her own now. i dont like her getting so big. i hung out with shawna for a couple hours the other night, we were supposed to hang out today, no idea what happened there. maybe ill call her. her boyfriend is awesome, hes a really good guy and is absolutely hilarious, hes a good catch.
the good just doesnt seem to out weigh the bad right now.
1. my roomate situation....just plain sucks...theres really no way around it, its shitty and its at the point where im gonna take the offensive and do something about it..
2. last monday i got in a car accident, it wasnt a bad accident at all, but my backs just been sore, which sucks, and the guy who hit me was an asshole
3. i have very little money, and the money i do have is depleting quite quickly, i really need a job but its tough to find one around here.
4. last night was absolutely horrible, i never want to go back to melbourne again because of it. it was so bad that i went back to my house at midnight grabbed my bags and just drove back to orlando. i hate being put in the middle of things, and i was put in the middle of everything, every situation that went wrong last night, i was in the middle of it.
5. I just can't seem to manage my time very well lately, i feel like im falling behind which im pretty sure im not. i just wish i was doing better in trig, i have to or im getting a NC, and im not doing all this work and going to class for a NC.
6. THE MAIN REASON IVE BEEN CRYING FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS: i found out one of the most important people to me, someone who probably saved me from so much about four years ago, someone i would go out of my way for to do anything for her, someone who i would give an organ to if she needed it, i found out she has hodgkins disease, which is cancer. she is one of the most amazing people i have ever met and she doesnt deserve this, i no longer believe in karma.
some good stuff happened too-
i saw some people at home i have seen in acouple months, and i saw my baby ainsley the other day for a few minutes but shes standing all on her own now. i dont like her getting so big. i hung out with shawna for a couple hours the other night, we were supposed to hang out today, no idea what happened there. maybe ill call her. her boyfriend is awesome, hes a really good guy and is absolutely hilarious, hes a good catch.
the good just doesnt seem to out weigh the bad right now.