need a rant
this is the only place i can do it where no one will see. that sounds rather pointless but i feel it helps to write it down. i'm so bored today and for the first time im my life i'm feeling kinda jealous that my boyfriend's chosen to spend the night with his best friend (who's female). i'm usually not bothered but i just can't get the hell over it tonight and the more i think about, im getting angry. doesn't help i have a distinct lack of plans too, so it's not like i can do something more fun and enjoy my evening. uuuuuuuuugh.