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take the very breath you gave me, take the heart from my chest, ill gladly take her place if you let me, make this my last request, take me out of this world, god please, dont take the girl.
<3man. i havent thought about it, 15 years of my life ive always had my big brother david. im gonna miss him a lot when he leaves. i know ill still see him a lot. but all the sudden i feel like im starting "grow up," and im not just a kid trying to look into the future to see what its gonna look like. i kno wthis sounds stupid, but this years been really confusing and crazy. . and its barely even started. It seems like the only thing ive ever been used to in my life is change. everyone i know has grown up with the same people and are used to their surroundings, but me im always the newcomer or something. this sounds stupid. but hey whats this thing for. i hate when i get into these analyzing moods. Lifes so confusing. . . .
whoa. for the first time since JUNE!! i saw Taylor! its been so long. i miss all my old friends. me and jacob started talking again too. and me and alyssa hung out. this weekend im going to coreys show and stuff but hopefully i can hang out with jacob and heidi. i wanted to hang out with alyssa today. but my dad for some reason finds it odd i want to hang out with my friends on school days. hmm, i did my gay homework so yeah. bull crap.
lately ive been in a really weird mood, like up and down. boys confuse me. throw rocks at them.
well this weeks gonna be cool. no school work on thursday and no school friday. alyssas coming to the veterans day parade. either im staying the nite @ her house or shes staying @ mine. well im happy carla and her family are starting to work this stuff out. for some reason that makes me feel a lot better.
memories there overrated. all they do is get you damned frustrated.
im out. <3
comment if you love me E> --(alyssa)
mhmmm
<3man. i havent thought about it, 15 years of my life ive always had my big brother david. im gonna miss him a lot when he leaves. i know ill still see him a lot. but all the sudden i feel like im starting "grow up," and im not just a kid trying to look into the future to see what its gonna look like. i kno wthis sounds stupid, but this years been really confusing and crazy. . and its barely even started. It seems like the only thing ive ever been used to in my life is change. everyone i know has grown up with the same people and are used to their surroundings, but me im always the newcomer or something. this sounds stupid. but hey whats this thing for. i hate when i get into these analyzing moods. Lifes so confusing. . . .
whoa. for the first time since JUNE!! i saw Taylor! its been so long. i miss all my old friends. me and jacob started talking again too. and me and alyssa hung out. this weekend im going to coreys show and stuff but hopefully i can hang out with jacob and heidi. i wanted to hang out with alyssa today. but my dad for some reason finds it odd i want to hang out with my friends on school days. hmm, i did my gay homework so yeah. bull crap.
lately ive been in a really weird mood, like up and down. boys confuse me. throw rocks at them.
well this weeks gonna be cool. no school work on thursday and no school friday. alyssas coming to the veterans day parade. either im staying the nite @ her house or shes staying @ mine. well im happy carla and her family are starting to work this stuff out. for some reason that makes me feel a lot better.
memories there overrated. all they do is get you damned frustrated.
im out. <3
comment if you love me E> --(alyssa)
mhmmm