so this is kinda..sad.
Ive been home for about 6 hours now..maybe a little less. and I have doen nothing. I started to clean my room but then I found my old hair dye stuff and started thinking about shit from the summer. Then I got really tired and just kidna went to sleep. Wehn I woke up..i didnt wanna get out o bed..and then I realized..Kait forgot to take her medicine..all weekend. So then She contemplated taking it now, but what good would that do but get her through tomorrow..after a wasted today, it seemed pointless.
Have you ever looked at someone you used to know and love and cherish and seen nothing in their eyes that was familiar. You look at their face and they seem truly ugly to you because there isnt a chance youll catch a slight glimpse of the person you once knew. You hate what they are..what theyve become. They tell you stories and you listen absentmindedly, not wanting to be rude. You find you arnt interested in anything they have to say because its not even slightly important to you. They have become a footnote in the pages of your life and that...is what you find sad. You always thought youd want to share your life with that person..not romantically, but as a friend adn someone youll ned and have with you through everything. But theyve abandoned you. Theyve given up..and for al you know..they see the same thing when theyre staring back into your lost eyes.
cause that happened to me today.
Have you ever looked at someone you used to know and love and cherish and seen nothing in their eyes that was familiar. You look at their face and they seem truly ugly to you because there isnt a chance youll catch a slight glimpse of the person you once knew. You hate what they are..what theyve become. They tell you stories and you listen absentmindedly, not wanting to be rude. You find you arnt interested in anything they have to say because its not even slightly important to you. They have become a footnote in the pages of your life and that...is what you find sad. You always thought youd want to share your life with that person..not romantically, but as a friend adn someone youll ned and have with you through everything. But theyve abandoned you. Theyve given up..and for al you know..they see the same thing when theyre staring back into your lost eyes.
cause that happened to me today.