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Somewhere [B e T w E e N] the ... procrastination..the homework..the friendships & the nasty cafeteria food. the calls to old friends..the I miss yous & the I LOVE yous &the what are we doing tonights? somewhere [B e T w e e N] all of the.. changing & growing
& the skipping classes..the studying for tests
& the pretending to be studying for tests,
& the downright not studying for tests...
I forgot..I forgot what it meant to cry ..
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make you happy
I forgot that pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart
& that pretending to be ok doesnt make you ok
I forgot that you cant just forget the past
in fear of the future &
I forgot that you cant control falling in love
& that you cant make yourself fall in love
I learned ..
i learned that i can love ..
i learned that its OKAY to mess up ..
& that its OKAY to ask for help ..
& that its OKAY to feel like crap ..
i learned its okay to complain & whine to all of your friends for a whole day ..
that somehow they`ll make it all better.
i learned that sometimes the things you want most you just CANT have ..
i learned the greatest thing about high school ..
isn`t gonna be who is the most popular or going to the most parties .. or the drinking.. not even the hook-ups.
its the friendships .. which means taking chances.
i learned that sometimes the things we
FORGiVE & FORGET are the things we most need to talk out ..
but .. basically .. i learned that my friends .. both old and new .. are the most important people to me in the world
5.
not even makeup could make her look beautiful;
because real beauty is loving yourself
&& thats something she could never do
Don't cry about losing someone. God never takes something away without replacing it. <3
...& i lost the one thing
that was worth fighting
for..
She might get hurt along the way, but
she's going to find true love one day*
-Reba Macentire
THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING:
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convo’s late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. The first snow of the winter. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you’re having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile
& the skipping classes..the studying for tests
& the pretending to be studying for tests,
& the downright not studying for tests...
I forgot..I forgot what it meant to cry ..
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make you happy
I forgot that pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart
& that pretending to be ok doesnt make you ok
I forgot that you cant just forget the past
in fear of the future &
I forgot that you cant control falling in love
& that you cant make yourself fall in love
I learned ..
i learned that i can love ..
i learned that its OKAY to mess up ..
& that its OKAY to ask for help ..
& that its OKAY to feel like crap ..
i learned its okay to complain & whine to all of your friends for a whole day ..
that somehow they`ll make it all better.
i learned that sometimes the things you want most you just CANT have ..
i learned the greatest thing about high school ..
isn`t gonna be who is the most popular or going to the most parties .. or the drinking.. not even the hook-ups.
its the friendships .. which means taking chances.
i learned that sometimes the things we
FORGiVE & FORGET are the things we most need to talk out ..
but .. basically .. i learned that my friends .. both old and new .. are the most important people to me in the world
5.
not even makeup could make her look beautiful;
because real beauty is loving yourself
&& thats something she could never do
Don't cry about losing someone. God never takes something away without replacing it. <3
...& i lost the one thing
that was worth fighting
for..
She might get hurt along the way, but
she's going to find true love one day*
-Reba Macentire
THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING:
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convo’s late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. The first snow of the winter. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you’re having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile