the most stress on my emotions ever
i cant believe what just happened.
it makes the last two hours and last two months so surreal.
i feel like i wasted two months of making friends at the most crucial time... i cant go back and change that now.
the next week and a half is going to be very sucky.
am i going to have to change my classes for next semester because of this?
im dreading the thought.
i just need it to be december 14th right now.
i just feel bad for him. please dont do anything stupid to youself, me, anyone.
i feel bad that 3 hours ago, to him, everything was completely fine.
i feel bad and weird that i am capable of hurting someone this much.
why dont my fucking colored lights work?
i think i might use that dag tonight. to be honest i'm more afraid to be places alone now though... so maybe not.
it makes the last two hours and last two months so surreal.
i feel like i wasted two months of making friends at the most crucial time... i cant go back and change that now.
the next week and a half is going to be very sucky.
am i going to have to change my classes for next semester because of this?
im dreading the thought.
i just need it to be december 14th right now.
i just feel bad for him. please dont do anything stupid to youself, me, anyone.
i feel bad that 3 hours ago, to him, everything was completely fine.
i feel bad and weird that i am capable of hurting someone this much.
why dont my fucking colored lights work?
i think i might use that dag tonight. to be honest i'm more afraid to be places alone now though... so maybe not.