fuck this.

[x_lost_cause_xx]

i fucking hate people. so you know what, you guys can go fuck yourselves because im actually happy for once.. and how have i blown you guys off??? please inform me because i dont remember you guys trying to make plans with me. and the one time you do, its the day of and i already have plans.. and yeah let me tell you i really have my head stuck up zachs ass. you guys have your heads stuck up peoples asses, so fuck that. and please, please enlighten me on my "old friends" who think that i am not their for them anymore. you havent been online in how long? and to the other person, i talk to her everyday 3rd period and talk to her about her problems and listen because yeah i do care about my friends. its not like im some heartless bitch all of a sudden. sorry that i have been hanging out with zach latley because i have a good time with him, and im actually happy around him. and same with nick and natalie..and its not like natalies a new friend because i have been friends with her since she moved here in 8th! so i dont wanna hear that "new friend" bull shit same with jayme, ive been friends with her since 8th..sorry that we never had the time before to hang out, and we actually had time. so fuck all this shit. you can talk all the shit you want, and be as bitchy to me as you want. i dont fucking care anymore. fuck you guys if you are going to be this way. and if i really would like to know how i am self-centerd? really.. so fuck you guys.

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nik

zach, i love you <3