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I love Jesus so much. I was so down last week and I am just so happy now. Even though circumstances haven't changed necesarily, my heart has, because of Him and I can rest easy now. The other night I was about to do my normal devotions and instead just put it down and turned on praise and worship music. I danced upstairs behind closed doors singing loud, hands in the air, holding on my cd player and head phones. It was the best worship 'service' i've had in a long time. It's such a liberating feeling being able to be completely open and free with Him. I don't have to hold anything back.
Life is so amazing, you know? I mean, the places i'm bound to go, the things i'm going to see, the people I am going to meet! I don't have the answers, and I don't care anymore! I mean, it's such a wonderful feeling letting that go and saying, "HEY GOD, it's yours!!"" It doesn't anymore :) I am so excited to see where He is going to take me. Instead of just trying to figure it out, I am letting go and letting Him carry me on this ride called life.
On my wedding, I don't want a veil on my wedding. And I now like the color orange. I want it in my wedding. Also, I love babies, but I am happy waiting now :)
I miss my kitty. I hope she remembers me when I come home!!! :(
I need to stop saying up so late. I want to start making better use of my days.