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i cant beleive i went back to her.....so many times and you think i would have given up. but i guess its just like me to never give up without a reason. and she gave me a damn good reason to give up. and this hurts.its hurts real bad. and im a little lost. i dont want to call and ask my friends to hang out because i know they will think that im just using them to occupy my time untill i go back out with her again. and i dont want to not call them because it will just worsen our friendships. if they are even recoverable.somethings gotta turn out good sooner or later.i know things will get better because they always do.and i can do this on my own. i dont need any help from any unsupporting folks who really dont give a fuck....does anyone know where i can go to a doctor for cheap if i dont have insurance. ive recently discovered im peeing blood and dont have insurance...i think im screwed...oh well.... nothing i cant handle...i applied to memphis. and im hoping i get in because i need to grow up...soon. and i have no clue what im going to major in. any suggestions what would fit me?