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Well well well....Michael didn't call or anything for about two days so I figured that once again I'd screwed something good up. But then today I finally got up the nerve to go by his house and he acted ok and assured me that I hadn't pissed him off that he'd just been through some stuff in the past few days. So I was fine with that and went to work. Then he came through drive thru again at work today with Jared and I gave him some food. I called him on my break and he said he was at "Jared's old ladies house" with Heather (Jared's g/f). Then he said that he had heard that I had rode around with Jeremy Longo over the weekend when I had already told him that! So then he goes, "well I don't care it doesn't really matter". Well of course then I get upset and bout start crying. But then he said for me to call him at 10 when I got off work. Well then Billy Land called my cell b/c he likes me now and asked me to go out with him this weekend to the movies or shopping or something. That was weird..then Michael called BACK, I think b/c he could tell that I felt bad the first time we talked. FINALLY at ten I called his cell to tell him that I was off work and he goes, " I'm already at McDonald's in the back". So I told him to hold on and let me get all my stuff and clock out before I went out there; as I was walking out with Amber he was walking towards me and I felt myself just go weak. God, how does that one guy in your life always have the ability to do that?? I don't know, but anyways he came and sat in my truck with me and was telling me why he hadn't talked to me lately (it was a legiment reason by the way) and kept hugging and kissing me and telling me that he'd missed me so I felt TONS better! But then he dropped the bomb that he's trying to get a job where he'd be gone for a month or two at a time, and when he said this I didn't beg him to stay or anything and he's like "But I don't have a choice really baby, it's all I can do." So I asked him when he was going to have to leave and he said as soon as he could be hired. I hope it's not for a long time in a way because I want to keep him close to me, but at the same time, if it's put off and I get more attached it'll just be harder. Then I gave him some money and he told me he'd call me so...I guess we'll see what goes down.