well...
as much as i LOVE being with phil ALL the time... and yes i really do! its so refreshing being able to spend time with tim again. with everything going on between me and phil... i think its good to see tim and ashley... and all my friends... it makes me happy. i really love it. i love the time spent with them. its amazing. as i said i love being with phil. but we're having our problems. and we both just need to THINK! we need to either give eachother space... or... sadly... end it ALL. we're on a "break"... or so its been called. me still not understanding. but i feel better about myself and my situation... and not to sound selfish... but making me happy is really all im concerned with right now. i just need to do what feels right. and oddly enuff... i think i kno who and what THAT is. <3