Apr 08, 2004 18:34
i apologize to those true friends out there that i scared the shit out of last night with my away message and sinicism. i love you *ashley and jimi especially* so much and i am reeeeeeeeally sorry for hurting you guys. i have my relapses... i get over them... and i move on. i'm not ready to be cured. i'm not ready to stop. cutting has been a part of me since i was 13. its just my way of coping. ive grown and changed a lot. and normally i can get thru things without it. last night was just one of those nights i really needed it. i am SO appreciative to you guys who care and worry. but i am ok. i just need to work a little harder on my coping skills =D.