(no subject)
I am trying to discover myself & my purpose. i've decided that i am going to make a difference in someones life, and i am going to teach someone about what i believe in the most. i am working on trying to fix so many areas in my life that i don't always focus on other people. for instance i am working on improving: my body, mind, soul, appearance, family, friends, & surroundings. i've mainly only been working on my suroundings, like cleaning my room every single night endlessly & it never seems to be getting any better. it's so cluttered. and then i came to the conclusion that it's like that because thats how my mind is. cluttered. so therefore i have to work on all of the areas for one to even come close to being improved. when your mind is cluttered so are your surrounding and your relationships with other people.
on to other boring discoveries i've made: i saw this amazing brown skirt at the mall & i want to get it badd. i am going to start wearing more skirts because they are so comfortable. school was okay today, i went in early because i had to go get my injections. it hurt so moth3r fu&%ing bad. anyway... i changed my colors around a bit, and some of the wording, but my lj doesn't really change that much. oh well.. most people just read it on their friends page anyway.
"so here's your holiday"