i just realized
i just realized that every single time (seriously, no joke) i look at the clock i always subtract an hour to see what time it is in winnipeg and think about what different people i love are doing there. like rite now for instants, tis 1:36 my time, there for its 12:36 in winnipeg, therefore most people are probably at lunch. laughing. chatting. swapping verious lunch items. having marvelous times. but yeah.. i actually do that every time i look at a clock :S. i find it comforting tho that i still have a vivid memory of what goes on cuz forgetting that really sucks. and whats even worse is when you forget someones face, or their laugh, or their smile, or their "signature trait" that NO ONE could ever in a million years master. but so far, mostly, i havent forgotten:) and that makes me feel good :)
note to jill: hey hunnie just read yer entry and first off you're sleeping patterns fucking OWN!! i havent been able to fall asleep at 8:45 in foreverrrr! i wish i could :( and 6 hrs of sleep, not tooo bad i mean its only 2 hrs short of how long the average time is, and those 2 hrs can be made up in class easily :P:) annnnd also i lurv you! so please please please try n smile :) but not a fake one cuz those hurt more, try and focus on the things that make you happyyy like RIEL! haha cuz you said that she's makin you happy and stuff :) so thats good yay for riel :) but yeah, all of it comes along with being a teenager (N) its horrrrrible at times but then again sometimes its not, just try and focus on the not horrible stuff and soon enough the horrible stuff will fade or pass or just get over itself, but my point is, i hope things dont suck too much longer and that you get happier real soon!
note to lauren: YOU'RE IN EURROOOPPEEEE!!!! THE THINGS YOU MUST BE SEEING RIGHT NOW ARE BREATH TAKINNGGGGG!!!
note to jill: hey hunnie just read yer entry and first off you're sleeping patterns fucking OWN!! i havent been able to fall asleep at 8:45 in foreverrrr! i wish i could :( and 6 hrs of sleep, not tooo bad i mean its only 2 hrs short of how long the average time is, and those 2 hrs can be made up in class easily :P:) annnnd also i lurv you! so please please please try n smile :) but not a fake one cuz those hurt more, try and focus on the things that make you happyyy like RIEL! haha cuz you said that she's makin you happy and stuff :) so thats good yay for riel :) but yeah, all of it comes along with being a teenager (N) its horrrrrible at times but then again sometimes its not, just try and focus on the not horrible stuff and soon enough the horrible stuff will fade or pass or just get over itself, but my point is, i hope things dont suck too much longer and that you get happier real soon!
note to lauren: YOU'RE IN EURROOOPPEEEE!!!! THE THINGS YOU MUST BE SEEING RIGHT NOW ARE BREATH TAKINNGGGGG!!!