Restless.
now the summers winding down and its time again for everyone to "get serious" and get on their ways back to school and continue to carry on pretending they know what theyre doing and why theyre doing it. it makes me sick. i dont want to waste my time doing something i hate and do not want to do. why does life have to be so fucking unfair? i dont understand what fucking retard assholes made all these lame ass rules and why we are all still living by them. Who's fucking happy? No one. I don't see one genuinely happy about life and the world person a day. To be honest, I can't remember the last person like this I saw besides a child. And the only reason why they're smiling is because they have no fucking clue what theyre in for. A life of fucking misery.
Idk maybe i'm just finally growing up and realizing how hard it is to survive on your own in the world but i just dont understand why we make it so. we have all the fucking technology in the world but we cant think of a simple way of getting enough nutrients into every humans stomach a day? isnt that the first step to being happy?
God I'm just so anxious and tired of living under so much stress. I don't get why nothing ever changes for the better and no one ever does anything about it. where to start, where to start...
anyways, back to summer being gone. days and nights are a blur of cold and wetness. this last month was kind of a disappointment. i guess it balances out with last month tho which was a really good one, maybe the best of my life. I can't imagine how much worse off I'd be if i didnt find me a handsome young hippie boy that i love!
Idk maybe i'm just finally growing up and realizing how hard it is to survive on your own in the world but i just dont understand why we make it so. we have all the fucking technology in the world but we cant think of a simple way of getting enough nutrients into every humans stomach a day? isnt that the first step to being happy?
God I'm just so anxious and tired of living under so much stress. I don't get why nothing ever changes for the better and no one ever does anything about it. where to start, where to start...
anyways, back to summer being gone. days and nights are a blur of cold and wetness. this last month was kind of a disappointment. i guess it balances out with last month tho which was a really good one, maybe the best of my life. I can't imagine how much worse off I'd be if i didnt find me a handsome young hippie boy that i love!