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Why?
Can anyone tell me why this happens to me so frequently? Why is it that everytime I let myself get close to someone, they are gone in a flash? Maybe I'm just reading way too far into things. I pretty much believe that with true love there will be plenty of obstacles, but with true love, you find ways to overcome those obstacles. Here my obstacle is distance. My boyfriend lives 30 min. away and with gas prices so high it's hard to drive that far. Plus, he has football every single day and now school is in(for him anyway). I really don't want this to end cause I've finally found someone who makes me happy. He's so amazing. I've never let my feelings run wild for anyone and now I have and I really hope I'm not making a big mistake. He already has a big part of me and that has to mean something. Hopefully things will work out. I will get my license in March and then we can both do the driving to see each other. I guess until then we will just have to be strong and get through it.
I'm going to the beach this weekend. In a way I'm looking forward to it but in a way I'm not. I really should be home to hang out with Jared this weekend. I'm glad I get to spend some time with my sister because we haven't hung out alone in a long while. It's also kinda hard just because we are coming back the 23rd and that gives me 1 day to sleep in, after that it's back to school and back to being exhausted all the time again. Oh well.
I'm going to Jared's football game Friday night and I'm so excited that I can't stand it. For one reason I just can't wait till I see him again. But I'm glad I get to see him play football cause he is really good at it. I love him...
I've been babysitting this week and will continue to babysit for the next 2 days. I'm definitely making some mad money. YAY! It'll probably be gone soon...it always disappears right after I get it.
I got my belly-button pierced at Myrtle a couple of weeks ago. It's still a little sore but it's healing and I like it. By the way, it doesn't hurt to get your belly-button pierced. The guy who did mine was super cool too.
I really don't think I want to go back to school yet. I'm ready to see all my friends but I'm definitely not ready to do work again. I hate projects and homework and all that stuff. It will be great to see people I haven't seen in a while though.
Friday I tried out for a dance team in Kernersville. I'm not sure how I did yet, I should find out by the time school starts. I'm pretty excited because I haven't danced in so long and finally I might be dancing again. It's my absolute favorite thing to do. If I make it I will have a bunch of competitions and performances and stuff. So yeah, that'll be cool.
Here lately I have been thinking about the fair soooo much. I can't wait till the fair comes. It's such an exciting time. I like just being able to walk around and see people and see the rides and everything. I love to ride the rides though. So, yeah.
Well, I think I'm gonna get going and hopefully I will be getting a call from loverboy here soon.
I love absolutely everyone.
<3
Lindsay