Nothing's Changed
...Nobody's Listening...
I want to get lost
from my life sometimes....
.
Sit on the side
and watch the world go by....
.
I want to get lost
lost from it all...
.
--And then he kisses me
and his I'm-sorry kisses are so sweet
that for a second
I find myself thinking
it was almost worth having the fight --
-chesneys chewing period key from the keyboard and ande's holding control key - ...
ande- chesney you're eating your period!!
chesney- taste good to me..
ande- sorry i can't control it!!
--haha
consider this//
your goodbye KiSS
Forget me nots and second thoughts
Live in isolation
Heads or tails and fairytales in my mind
I can’t look around
It’s too much to take in
I can’t hold back
When I’m stretched so thin
I can’t slow down
Watching everything spin
I can’t look back
Starting over again
I haven't dreamed since i quit sleeping and i haven't slept since i met you.
i like taking showers no one can hear or see me cry.
for every tear i cry, i seem to miss you more and more..........
Pictures don't change .:*
.:*the people in them do...
This is the last smile that I’ll fake for the sake of being with you
What do I do to ingore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in lonliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again..