Because of you..
Well, a lot has progressed over the past couple of days. Me and Ryan really sat down and talked, and now everything is fine. I explained the way I felt, and about the way he had been lately.. He didn't even realize until I told him I just didn't feel comfortable wiht him anymore. That kind of got to him a little bit, cause he knew that for once in the past 3 1/2 years, he wasn't there for me. Well, we both cryed and he held me. I guess for the most part, he's back, but I'll never forget the bad things that happen..they just stay there in the back of my head, and I really can't seem to let any of it go. I'm sorry. But I do love you. And I'm glad your mine <33
Yesterday was pretty much tons of fun. After school, Lauren took me home, and then we hung out for a little bit..I went out to eat, and then went to my art class. After art, we drove around, and stuff..had a little bit of fun, and then we went back to my house. Jer and Ryan were there. We hung out, and then Lauren and Jeremy left. Me and Ryan hung out for a little bit..layed together and aggravated each other..lol..its just how we connect. Danny picked him up at about 7:45ish, and I didn't feel like sitting home, cause it wasn't dark yet, and it was still nice out. I went driving around, and called Lauren. I stopped up Jer's with them, and we went to Carter's. It was fun until a bunch of people pulled up.. I felt out of place, and uncomfortable. Oh well, gotta let it slide, I guess..
Something has been bothering for awhile..First off, I really don't know what I did to a certain person..A female..but all I know is the dirty looks, the talking shit, and the attitude needs to stop.. You think your fucking great..and you talk shit on everyone.. Grow the Fuck up and take a look in the mirror..You are no where near perfect.Sorry if you take this offensively, but I'm not afraid of you, and I'm nopt afraid to tell you how I feel..So cut the shit!
xo.
all things left undiscovered.
Yesterday was pretty much tons of fun. After school, Lauren took me home, and then we hung out for a little bit..I went out to eat, and then went to my art class. After art, we drove around, and stuff..had a little bit of fun, and then we went back to my house. Jer and Ryan were there. We hung out, and then Lauren and Jeremy left. Me and Ryan hung out for a little bit..layed together and aggravated each other..lol..its just how we connect. Danny picked him up at about 7:45ish, and I didn't feel like sitting home, cause it wasn't dark yet, and it was still nice out. I went driving around, and called Lauren. I stopped up Jer's with them, and we went to Carter's. It was fun until a bunch of people pulled up.. I felt out of place, and uncomfortable. Oh well, gotta let it slide, I guess..
Something has been bothering for awhile..First off, I really don't know what I did to a certain person..A female..but all I know is the dirty looks, the talking shit, and the attitude needs to stop.. You think your fucking great..and you talk shit on everyone.. Grow the Fuck up and take a look in the mirror..You are no where near perfect.Sorry if you take this offensively, but I'm not afraid of you, and I'm nopt afraid to tell you how I feel..So cut the shit!
xo.
all things left undiscovered.