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wow it's been a while.
i dont know why i'm so horrible with updating this thing.
probably because my life is so incredibly boring i feel no need to tell others about it.
my laptop broke shortly after my last entry.
so i have been without a laptop of my own since then.
so that probably has a lot to do with the lack of updating.
but oh well, you havent missed much.
me and trent tried the whole dating thing. for almost 4 months, and it didnt really work out like we planned. we are still amazing friends. and thats better than anything anyways :)
i miss him and everyone back in charlotte so much.
being home for the summer did not work out like i planned.
i didnt get the job i was hoping for, i'm not making the money i wanted to be making. everything is just kind of going to shit it seems. but hey thats life right?
i think i'm just meant to be broke all the time, i'm never going to be able to get the camera i want, therefore i will never be able to become the photographer i want to become. *sigh* why cant things just be simple. everything has to be complicated..and not just money issues...although thats usually what complicates any situation.
distance is an issue because of money.
college and my future is an issue because of money.
EVERYTHING that gets complicated in life is because of money.
i hate it.
this world truly does blow.
they make it to where you cant even enjoy life for what it is, because you cant afford to enjoy it. its fucking stupid.
this world is going to shit.
i dont know why i'm so horrible with updating this thing.
probably because my life is so incredibly boring i feel no need to tell others about it.
my laptop broke shortly after my last entry.
so i have been without a laptop of my own since then.
so that probably has a lot to do with the lack of updating.
but oh well, you havent missed much.
me and trent tried the whole dating thing. for almost 4 months, and it didnt really work out like we planned. we are still amazing friends. and thats better than anything anyways :)
i miss him and everyone back in charlotte so much.
being home for the summer did not work out like i planned.
i didnt get the job i was hoping for, i'm not making the money i wanted to be making. everything is just kind of going to shit it seems. but hey thats life right?
i think i'm just meant to be broke all the time, i'm never going to be able to get the camera i want, therefore i will never be able to become the photographer i want to become. *sigh* why cant things just be simple. everything has to be complicated..and not just money issues...although thats usually what complicates any situation.
distance is an issue because of money.
college and my future is an issue because of money.
EVERYTHING that gets complicated in life is because of money.
i hate it.
this world truly does blow.
they make it to where you cant even enjoy life for what it is, because you cant afford to enjoy it. its fucking stupid.
this world is going to shit.