May 19, 2005 10:57
Maybe this isnt the end, maybe this is the break we finally deserve. Maybe this is the chance to finally get a friendship. We never were friends before we started a relaitionship. Yea we hung out a few times before, but we never really were friends. You never got to learn my moods and how i am, and i think that is part of the reason we fought sometimes. Because you didnt know how i acted as a friend. All we both really knew was how we acted in a relationship. Im not asking for you to take me back, all i want is for you not to hate me. Even thought i understand why you do. I shouldnt have said any of those things to you, and certainly NEVER have put my hands on you. It upsets me to see how far apart we are. I never thought that this is how it would end. Maybe its easier for you to hate me. I just want a chance to say the things i never said. Im not asking for anything, just hoping.