Ryan
Wow...How I feel today...hm..
Ryan is blaming everything on me... Well it's not my fault at all. he was the one who was stupid. He got his own ass thrown in JDC. He's the one that lost all my mothers trust and made it so i couldn't see him. Why is he still blaming me! I've already suffered enough for his shit. It's always about him. It can never be about me and about how i feel. He doesn't watch the words that come out of his mouth, sometimes they really hurt. They make me feel horrible. And i really want to be with him, but sometimes i don't feel like he really wants to be with me. Yeah, he says he misses me, but it's not like i don't miss him. It's not like i was the one that caused all of this. i mean i love him. How can you stop loving you're first love? I am so attached to him. I've lost him before...I can't even describe it. It was the most terrible thing that ever happened to me. I wanted to die. I lost a part of me. And i feel like its happening again. Happening all over again.
Save Me
Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.
And I'm sick of my sickness
Dont touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop.(whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fucken thanks a lot.
Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab,
It ruined everything.(whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everthing's my fault.
And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby wide awake at dawn.
Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids,
everything's my fault.
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault,
everthing's my fault.
I went to heaven, couldn't get it,
For what I had done.
I said forsake me, you said you're crazy
you were too much fun.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything,everthing's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,(everthing's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Everything's my fault.
I don't expect any of you to understand how i feel...because none of you have been placed into my situation.
Ryan is blaming everything on me... Well it's not my fault at all. he was the one who was stupid. He got his own ass thrown in JDC. He's the one that lost all my mothers trust and made it so i couldn't see him. Why is he still blaming me! I've already suffered enough for his shit. It's always about him. It can never be about me and about how i feel. He doesn't watch the words that come out of his mouth, sometimes they really hurt. They make me feel horrible. And i really want to be with him, but sometimes i don't feel like he really wants to be with me. Yeah, he says he misses me, but it's not like i don't miss him. It's not like i was the one that caused all of this. i mean i love him. How can you stop loving you're first love? I am so attached to him. I've lost him before...I can't even describe it. It was the most terrible thing that ever happened to me. I wanted to die. I lost a part of me. And i feel like its happening again. Happening all over again.
Save Me
Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.
And I'm sick of my sickness
Dont touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop.(whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fucken thanks a lot.
Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab,
It ruined everything.(whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everthing's my fault.
And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby wide awake at dawn.
Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids,
everything's my fault.
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault,
everthing's my fault.
I went to heaven, couldn't get it,
For what I had done.
I said forsake me, you said you're crazy
you were too much fun.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything,everthing's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,(everthing's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Everything's my fault.
I don't expect any of you to understand how i feel...because none of you have been placed into my situation.