I don't know much about weather, but I've gathered it's been raining down...
Him [23:10]: I feel sick now. :( My throat hurts when I talk ... I don't talk a lot. >_<
Me [23:12]: Lol. You realise you're practically complaining about having a friend who's willing to spend nearly an hour on the phone to you?
Him [23:12]: Yeah ... >_< I don't like letting myself be happy. Always have to complain about something when I am, to bring myself back down
Me [23:13]: Why do you have to come back down?
Him [23:14]: I dunno. I don't like being overly happy. :-\ Well, I like it when the moment's there ... but when the moment passes ... it feels wrong to be. :-\
Me [23:16]: Lucky you.
UGH. Doesn't he understand I'd LOVE to be able to feel happy!? He doesn't know what it's like to sit shaking, smoking, trying not to cry, all because you're afraid of something as simple as FOOD or GOING OUTSIDE or your FRIENDS wnting to sleep with you because it's all you're good for!
I'm a hypocrite and I don't care.
I need a cigarette. God damn.
Me [23:12]: Lol. You realise you're practically complaining about having a friend who's willing to spend nearly an hour on the phone to you?
Him [23:12]: Yeah ... >_< I don't like letting myself be happy. Always have to complain about something when I am, to bring myself back down
Me [23:13]: Why do you have to come back down?
Him [23:14]: I dunno. I don't like being overly happy. :-\ Well, I like it when the moment's there ... but when the moment passes ... it feels wrong to be. :-\
Me [23:16]: Lucky you.
UGH. Doesn't he understand I'd LOVE to be able to feel happy!? He doesn't know what it's like to sit shaking, smoking, trying not to cry, all because you're afraid of something as simple as FOOD or GOING OUTSIDE or your FRIENDS wnting to sleep with you because it's all you're good for!
I'm a hypocrite and I don't care.
I need a cigarette. God damn.