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My plans for tomorrow were:
- Go to see white noise
- Go shopping
Both with Emma and Amy. But neither of them want to go now! Which is fucking annoying, as I needed tomorrow to get more diet pills and stuff. Tilly is going to see White noise, too, but with a different bunch of people. I might ask if I can tag along with them, but it's like "And the ugly girl asked if she could accompany a group of hott guys to the cinema"... No. They only talk to me 'cos I hang around with beautiful people.
Now, this pretty girl is asking me about colleges and stuff, and I haven't even applied to any when they've all been accepted. I mean, fucking hell. They all had interviews at PPC today, and they all got in, and I was like "Oh, well done!" and I am happy that they got in but I'm so pissed that I am going to end up sat at home, wathing TV and talking to annoying people all day and stuff while they're doing psychology, philosophy and things I want to study. I need to get my life sorted out. My R.E teacher had quite a freak-out when i said i didn't know what I wanted to do or what college I want to go to or even if i WANT to go to college.
I suppose I'll apply to PPC, MC and RCC and then go to whichever'll accept some stupid, screwed up, ugly girl. I mean, if I fail GCSEs then I'll just go to PPC and retake them, since it's only a few miles away and inbetween classes I could go to my grans, since she lives in Guis.
I look more of a mess than usual. I was looking after katie this morning and she wiped toast down me. Then drooled on my shoulder. Then thought it was hilarious to pull my hair. Then my mum said "YOU'LL BE LATE!!" when i reached for the hairbrush. ><;
At least it's the weekend. Phil isn't coming home tonight. I *think* Becky has a sleepover. Dad's going out.. So it'll be me, Mam and Katie. And they're going to London tomorrow. Wow, solitude.
It's raining.
Oh, Laura said I have good music taste. Lol. Twisted Sister, AC/DC and suchlike seem to impress people here.
I've eaten so many mints today, just to keep myself alive. *sigh* By alive i mean, awake..
Haha. "See you later, Carer." ¬_¬ See, people call me "Carer" and "Kerrah".. Very few actually say "Cera". But I don't mind. At the bell I'll go get some college thingamabobs.
I'll leave you be, now.
- Go to see white noise
- Go shopping
Both with Emma and Amy. But neither of them want to go now! Which is fucking annoying, as I needed tomorrow to get more diet pills and stuff. Tilly is going to see White noise, too, but with a different bunch of people. I might ask if I can tag along with them, but it's like "And the ugly girl asked if she could accompany a group of hott guys to the cinema"... No. They only talk to me 'cos I hang around with beautiful people.
Now, this pretty girl is asking me about colleges and stuff, and I haven't even applied to any when they've all been accepted. I mean, fucking hell. They all had interviews at PPC today, and they all got in, and I was like "Oh, well done!" and I am happy that they got in but I'm so pissed that I am going to end up sat at home, wathing TV and talking to annoying people all day and stuff while they're doing psychology, philosophy and things I want to study. I need to get my life sorted out. My R.E teacher had quite a freak-out when i said i didn't know what I wanted to do or what college I want to go to or even if i WANT to go to college.
I suppose I'll apply to PPC, MC and RCC and then go to whichever'll accept some stupid, screwed up, ugly girl. I mean, if I fail GCSEs then I'll just go to PPC and retake them, since it's only a few miles away and inbetween classes I could go to my grans, since she lives in Guis.
I look more of a mess than usual. I was looking after katie this morning and she wiped toast down me. Then drooled on my shoulder. Then thought it was hilarious to pull my hair. Then my mum said "YOU'LL BE LATE!!" when i reached for the hairbrush. ><;
At least it's the weekend. Phil isn't coming home tonight. I *think* Becky has a sleepover. Dad's going out.. So it'll be me, Mam and Katie. And they're going to London tomorrow. Wow, solitude.
It's raining.
Oh, Laura said I have good music taste. Lol. Twisted Sister, AC/DC and suchlike seem to impress people here.
I've eaten so many mints today, just to keep myself alive. *sigh* By alive i mean, awake..
Haha. "See you later, Carer." ¬_¬ See, people call me "Carer" and "Kerrah".. Very few actually say "Cera". But I don't mind. At the bell I'll go get some college thingamabobs.
I'll leave you be, now.